Sunday, May 31, 2009

HeeBie-GeebieZ

This will all sound very strange to some and some what familiar or understandable to others. lve just moved into a new apt. and on 1st sight i was like this is pretty nice new apt. ::side note:: im living w. my bf and i didnt see the place until we moved in. so soon after i got sick like every one else in nyc and he left me in the apt alone for quite some time. now i would have called a fellow femme about the prob i began to have if i wasnt in fear they would tell me they weren't ever goin to visit. Instead I called my bf and told him tht he needed to hurry back bc I was scared fr the noises I was hearN. They seem to have been coming from the kitchen or livingrm which is quite empty or hallway. Anyways I was brave enough to check bc I thought maybe the windows were open and wind was blowing things over. Unfortunately all the windows were close and when I went to check all noises stopped and as soon as I got back in my rm I heard them again. That just creeped me out. My bf said that its prob the trees outside and the other rm has a window open. I tried explainN tht the noise wasn't fr the other rm but he thought I was being silly. When he returned he laughed and said I was crazy. Might I add as soon as he walked into the apt door all the noise making stopped. Anyways I followed him sick and all out the house on his next trip and low and behold his friend hears me talkN about bein scared and creeped out, where upon my bf goes to point out the supposed tree scratchN on the roof. To my dismay the tree is completely bare not one leaf...standing large and tall with arms everywhere looking like death itself right behind our apt. I started yellN how thts a sign bc every tree in the area near us even in front of the apt are green with leaves as can be. Now tonight there's this sound tht we can both hear like a tickN clock coming fr outside and I'm thinkN this place is freakN Creepy. Were in the burbs there shouldn't be ne sounds but bugs and thts no bug...my bf said I thought ppl were in the apt wut about outside. Am I just bugN or would you be afraid too? I callD my moms bc usually when we move into a new place we "burn it out" to make any negative energy or unwanteds leave. Of course I wanted to do tht but living out here I can't even get to buy curry powder much less herbs/spices...moms told me to get red candles to burn in the mean time...I also learned white candles are for protection. I'm buying some tomorrow. Do you have ne suggestions?

PS Typed this on my fone plz forgive the typos...and post date

*Bleu*

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Day26

New Video.. Stadium Music.. Haven't Seen it yet... I see when I post the link..
Gotta represent for Day26... they go hard.. and boy can they sing!
Yeh, I'm a fan. Just a lil. lol.
Here's The Link (In Case Video Fails):
Day26 - Stadium Music

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Comments:
= Que has found his ~~swag~~ Finesse. He owns the screen. Que could've been silent the entire time, I woulda watched
= Mike!!!! His teddy bear self don't need to lose nothing! Do you see the cool??? He's got it..
He owned it!
= Will.. He's fine and he knows it.. ain't nothin wrong with that, can't do no wrong with that lol
= Rob.... A lillll tooo over the top for me.. he needs to learn how to harness all of his energy into smaller acts with the same, big meaning... but that's Rob for ya.. and his voice is beautiful
= Brian.. What can i say positively.. he sings with his heart... Unfortunately, this is a love song that you ROCK to... he looks constipated half the time.. like he's about to cry.. this song isn't sad.. this song is happy.. it's HYPE! He looks like he might as well be singing a jaheim song. What's really good? He's not necessary the looker of the group.. and that face most certainly don't help. But you can sing Brian.. I just wish you would stop pouting!

Likes About the Video:
- They all got their shine, got to do their own thing..
-The black and white was mostly sexy.. And the splashes of color too..
- Liked the countdowns of 26.. that was cool..
-The guys looked pretty good.. well dressed.. Love Que's low cut! it works babe! Mike's hair was ever so luscious as well.

Dislikes:
-Rob with the guitar.. no offense, but I know he's not playing it.
-The video girls:
1. They seem out of place.. no they are out of place.
2. I don't know what it is about Day26 and the females in the videos.. I don't believe it.
3. It's not necessary... How many videos did danity kane have with males in it? Not too many.
- Um... stadium music... where.. is.. the...stadium?? This song lyrics has alot of imagery, yet none in the video exists...I hate that about videos these days, which brings me to the next point
-Tired of these low budget videos with these people standing in the same white room and we add
low budget bkgds to it on occasion.. ooooo lights! They don't look believable.. and seriously, the whole video might as well have been a home video.. cuz it basically is the same thing!
That's not your fault guys, I know. I know.
Don't the directors feel ashamed? I would not put that product out.. You pay me less means I give you cheaper costing ideas.. doesn't mean I think up less ideas.
-I'm glad the editors feel that they're cool and can do nifty things with the videos.. but it's not appealing.. the song is far more enticing than the video. I actually would only watch the video again to watch my homie Que and Mike an action..
Check out their Finesse!

_~*`pHaze`*~_

Friday, May 29, 2009

Graduation.

Been waiting quite some time, trying to come up with some profound thoughts on graduation... To leave people feeling in awe of the weight of the words.. but i don't have much to say.
To graduate, is to elevate at a certain pace. Not speedily, but steadily.
You wont necessarily beat the hare, but you'll beat the tortoise in speed.
To graduate.. what does that mean?
Spanish.. Degrees is Grados. That's temperature wise.
But wait, what does it mean?
Steps, levels, something that can signify an increase or decrease, or higher and lower.
Something that have different meanings at different levels.
Low grados... quite cold..
High grados.. you're on fire..
Kinda like grades... Kinda like degrees.
See terms have meaning beyond their everyday use.
The metaphors that can be used to describe 'graduate' are deeper than at first glance.
Graduate... grados... grades.
In everything.. grade A is the best..
High degrees are better also (despite the deaths from heat exhaust).
There's nothing like getting to the top.
There's nothing like receiving recognition for things that you did..
There's nothing like being on fire in the end.. even when you felt oftentimes so so cold..
and so far away from making it to that day of... graduation.
I said it was steady.. never said it was easy... never said it felt steady either.
Rocky is what it feels like. There are bumps even in plains. It just appears to be a straight line in the horizon.
Hindsight is always 20/20. The frustrations we go through to elevate ourselves
always seem worse when in it... but when we've passed it... it is then that it doesn't seem so bad.
It is only until we experience more struggle that we appreciate what we've passed.
See all I have said is that..
the steps to graduating.. are passing..
passing through the failures, the struggles, the successes... passing the time...
and realizing that you passed it all anyway!
You've obtained your degree and can now appreciate it!
And it is when you come to a crossroads... in need of elevating ourselves..
that you begin to realize how important these steps were... these 4 yrs were..
your degree is..
You've graduated. to another level. that you weren't before.
And though there were graduations before and there may be some after...
where you are at now... You have never been before and without, there could be no after.
Con-grad-ulations.

Courtesy of dictionary.com
–verb (used with object)