"I'm just letting you know... that I give you guys a year the most"
What kind of shit is that?
What do you say to someone who puts an expiration date on your relationship??
It's not that I was frightened by it...
I was offended.
Not because of what he said actually because he can believe what he wants
But, I was offended at his audacity... his boldness in saying that.
He is not a close friend, but he would like to be.
He is not a quality alternative, but he would love to be.
Every conversation, as few as they are are at what I call "inappropriate, bootycall" hours (3, 4, 5 ams)
And in these few conversations, he's always managed to nitpick and sideways devalue my relationships...
Simply because he is not a part of them.
Simply because he wants me to himself.
Simply because he cant have me if I'm taken...
BUT.. I wouldn't want him if I weren't. I never did, I never have...
And I tell him so.
He says he's satisfied with whatever I give him
I am not the least bit attracted to a person with no backbone.
He gains from my unhappiness...
Because that is the only time he would possibly have a chance with me.
It's pathetic.
I told him that if he is bold enough to say something as such when he is not a person of entitlement in my life..
then he has to deal with the consequences
How I see it.. any guy (or girl) who is not a very close/best friend has no right to give that 2 cents to me or him to that extent. I perceive it as.. a wannabe homewrecker.
The consequences: Don't talk to me until that expiration date then.
If you think we will expire.. then, let's see if you're right.
If you think we will expire... I will not have you meddle and be so explicitly intrusive.
It's not like I genuinely care anyway, you're already a headache.
He asked, "What if I die within this time? How will you feel that those were the last words you said to me? 'Don't talk to me for a year'?
I said.. I will think back and realize... It was merited. And I would not feel wrong or bad for that having been the last words I said..
If we all lived life thinking like that: what if that person dies tomorrow...
We'd all be living on edge and probably a hell of alot nicer or meaner, but realer to each other.
In his case.. I honestly do treat him as I would even if he were to die tomorrow.
And for an expiration date... He merits excommunication.
_~*pHaze*~_
